Me, at a young age always think on unfairness of me on being step ahead from others. Being awarded with scholarship, enrolled into foundation study at ethnic-centric university and how ALLH keep guiding me toward the path of truth. I was trying to be a evil man but yet blocked to do so, with weird dreams periodically and even more weird those dreams was the one which lead me to development the personality. Of course, deep down I was still keep resisting that personality from emerges to the surface. Like a certain of old man have said in my dreams about a year ago: “Inside this room, there is a man who have been loved but for now he was not ready and distant himself from the true Love. What love I have portrayed since was only spill from the well but if I let myself to be fall in that well, who knows if I am still exist.
Being loved is also a privilege for a mankind. Not every-born child have privileged to have a loving parents as we do. Actually there are many kinds of privileges we did not aware but only focus a certain vengeful privileges like ethnic privileges, or family relationship privileges. When a man tried to being virtuous he is not virtuous. Rejecting the privileges was also rejecting the part of yourself. It is not being opportunistic but rather being justice to who you are. The true despise when you miss-use and unjust toward those privileges.
If one privilege to have a blessed family in wealth, you may used that wealth in pursuit to your journey. Having privilege to have a gorgeous genetic, but why you being unjust to it? Privilege in having a healthy body without any genetic disorder, why we being unjust to our own body continuously, by letting the ego to consume what they desired and put yourself into obesity or overweight, now you have been wondering why you have diabetes, hypertension and high cholesterol level but it is all from your unjust act toward your own self at a young age.
It is does not matter what kind of privileges you might have. What really matters is how your attitude toward it. If not ready, you might resist from it until you are fully prepared. Like a prince born privilege to be a king one day, but he did not turn to be king immediately, he need to prepared himself before he accept it. An act of justice to know your own self, but, it is difficult task to manage since once you learn everything about who you are, you just realized you know nothing. What we should do then?
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