Some said..

I am should be grateful. I am nothing so I want nothing.

Some said, I’m genius or intelligent since scored pretty well in high school and university. But this intelligent is just a test. If you asked my parent, I actually cannot speak correctly(pelat), cannot read, cannot write or even calculate, but one day, somehow, miraculously I could read,write,calculate even in english plus I scored better in test and advanced to first class. But. It must be a reason.

Some said, I’m quite mysterious and mystics? Yeah, my life it is quite mystical if I could interpreted it that way. I started receiving “weird” dream since 13 and until now I still received it periodically. Remember accident several years ago. I already got prior warning several years ago. Quit a job to enroll a STAM program at Pondok, it is not random, it from those weird dream. If I lost something valuable, I could pray and the exact location shown to me through dream and these scared me out. But. It must be a reason.

But no matter what reason it is: I know what I really want, I learn from who I am, and dreams to live in a world where the vast majority of people proud of who they really are, having a fulfilled life from their own uniqueness and be better by together. But building that world require the true foundation. I don’t want any followers, I am not worth to be followed. But follow your heart instead. Be human not demon. You are not machine, so do not let other treat you like a tools or a number in their spreadsheet. You are human and should be treated as human being. I am unique due to my life journey and so are you. I believe by living true on who you really are, you could bring bliss and mercy in this world. I spent most of my age observing people, some said i could read or judge people better. I didn’t. I learn on who you really are. That’s why I believe in potential of humanity.