In my observation and thoughts. There are multiple questions raised inside my mind such as what human beings are, why different gender attracted each other, how certain childhood experiences could affect the whole of individual personality. But there is one question even some have female asked me: “why men is so attached playing video game”, I used to play game like Counter-strike, left4dead, prototype, naruto storm etc but after 18 years old I suddenly stop except sometime, wasting time with my friends purposely to bond with them. It must be a reason why I stop playing it and maybe I could find the answer why men is so attached with video game for hours playing DOTA.

Turns out, the reason why I stopped playing game since 18, it because of it was the year where my journey began. The day after I recovered from illness which I could not attend my SPM result day. During that moment, I started questioning my purpose and I’m believe it is not all about grades and numbers. It is something else and I start looking for it. That is MISSION. Men need mission in his life (unlike women which need stability, safety and security). Game provides them mission, even-though it is all just artificial and fantasy. However, it might be a temporary since as soon you got married and have a children, they would become your mission and you will still play video game sometime but as a self-reward(because being father have no reward, only salvation).

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