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This is my word to those who still hold on vengeance within his/her heart.

I have been living my life together with someone who have vengeance despite those are not for meant for me specifically, but towards other. But that ‘other’ also me. I start looking why she still holding her grudge toward him for years, observes and learn. I realized, the biggest reason why someone still holding one’s grudge is the same thing why a man always do something that hurt or discomfort him in a such a way. I don’t realize the act of myself who like to eat something spicy in beginning are similar. Ignoring the part of addiction or fetish on spicy food since it mainly have influence from hormon but it is the consequences of cause, the reason why we always do something similar to this it is to justify the existence of ourself.

When a man put his Ego as a his/her true identity, intrinsically he knows the ego does not actually exist but a illusion he unintentionally create for himself to justify that he actually exist in this world. It is just a another a side of coin – the same reason people seek material, pleasure and status to justify his illusion of image of himself. It is guilt of a man of symbols that have to carry until they accepted his calling to the truth to let go this guilt.

I can’t change or force someone to let go his/her guilt, vengeance. It is the path of their own the need to experience and gain wisdom from the truth they will realized. But, what I and you could do, it is embodied the truth to the Self and appear as a man of symbol. Isn’t it the definition of “the Calling”? – The Truth disguised in Symbols. Then, it is up to a man either to accept ‘the Calling” and went to next phase (man of faith) or not.

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